Daftar Isi
Moving on is hard? Yeah, if you keep looking back. But what if someone shows up—not forcing anything, not rushing you—just making things feel lighter, easier?
This isn’t a story about love at first sight, and it’s definitely not about getting back with an ex. It’s about what happens when you finally let go of the past and open yourself up to something new. No expectations, no pressure—just something that feels… right.
Starting Over with You
The First Step to Letting Go
The evening breeze was crisp, carrying the scent of rain that lingered in the air. Freya walked along the cobblestone path, her fingers lightly gripping the strap of her bag. The city lights flickered on, casting a golden glow over the streets. Everything felt strangely familiar yet different—like revisiting an old song with a new melody.
Her phone buzzed in her hand.
Kieran: I’m already here. No rush, take your time. I’m not going anywhere.
A small smile curled on her lips. He always had this way of making her feel at ease. Not with grand gestures or sweet words, but with simple reassurances that felt genuine.
As she reached the café, she took a deep breath before pushing open the glass door. The soft chime above rang, and the familiar aroma of roasted coffee and vanilla wrapped around her.
Kieran was already sitting by the window, his dark hair slightly tousled, fingers tapping lightly against his cup. He wasn’t looking at his phone, wasn’t distracted—he was just there, fully present, as if he had been waiting for her and only her.
The moment his eyes met hers, he smiled. “You’re here.”
Freya slipped off her coat and sat across from him. “I said I’d come, didn’t I?”
Kieran chuckled, then pushed a cup towards her. “Caramel macchiato. I hope I got it right.”
Freya raised an eyebrow. “How did you know I like this?”
Kieran leaned back, casual as ever. “I heard you order it last week when we were out with the others.”
Her fingers curled around the warm cup. That kind of attention to detail—it was something she wasn’t used to.
“You’re really thoughtful,” she murmured, more to herself than to him.
Kieran shrugged. “It’s nothing.”
A comfortable silence settled between them, the rain outside now falling in a soft drizzle against the window. It wasn’t an awkward silence, but a peaceful one, like a pause between two notes in a song.
“You seem more relaxed today,” Kieran said after a while.
Freya stirred her drink absentmindedly. “Maybe I am.”
Kieran studied her, his expression unreadable. “Because of me?”
She nearly choked on her coffee. “What?”
He let out a soft laugh, but his eyes held a quiet intensity. “I was just asking.”
Freya sighed, watching the steam rise from her cup. “I don’t know, Kieran. I just… I don’t want to feel like I used to. I’m tired.”
Kieran nodded slowly, as if he understood more than she was saying. He didn’t push for more, didn’t pry. And somehow, that made her feel even safer.
“Then don’t look back,” he said simply. “I’m here. You’re not alone.”
The way he said it—not as a promise, not as an expectation, but as a simple truth—made something in her chest unclench.
Maybe moving on wasn’t about forgetting the past completely. Maybe it was about accepting that something better was waiting ahead. And maybe, just maybe, Kieran was part of that.
The rain outside grew heavier, blurring the city lights beyond the window. But inside the café, with Kieran sitting across from her, the world felt just a little bit brighter.
A Smile That Feels Like Home
The rain had stopped by the time they left the café, but the air was still thick with the scent of wet pavement. Streetlights shimmered against the puddles, their reflections stretching across the sidewalk. Freya pulled her coat tighter around her as a cool breeze swept through the city.
Kieran walked beside her, his hands tucked into the pockets of his jacket. They weren’t rushing anywhere—just walking, letting the quiet settle between them like a shared secret.
“So,” he said after a while, glancing at her, “where are you heading next?”
Freya hesitated, then let out a small laugh. “Home, I guess. Nothing exciting.”
Kieran tilted his head slightly, as if considering something. “Wanna take a detour?”
She arched an eyebrow. “Where?”
He smirked. “Now that would ruin the fun.”
A part of her wanted to refuse, to stick to her usual routine. But another part—the one that was tired of being cautious, of playing things safe—made her say, “Fine. But if this involves anything illegal, I’m out.”
Kieran chuckled. “I promise, it’s nothing shady.”
They walked in silence for a few more blocks before Kieran finally stopped in front of a small park. The place was mostly empty, except for the occasional jogger passing by. The air was cool but not unpleasant, and the trees rustled gently under the streetlights.
“A park?” Freya gave him a questioning look. “This is your grand detour?”
Kieran grinned. “Not just any park. Come on.”
He led her toward a small wooden bench near the fountain, then sat down and patted the space beside him. Freya hesitated for a second before joining him.
For a while, neither of them spoke. They just listened—to the distant hum of the city, the occasional chirp of a bird hidden somewhere in the trees, the soft trickle of water from the fountain.
Then, Kieran leaned forward slightly, resting his elbows on his knees. “I used to come here a lot,” he admitted. “Whenever I needed to clear my head.”
Freya turned to him. “And tonight, you thought I needed the same thing?”
He shot her a knowing look. “Did I get it wrong?”
She exhaled, glancing up at the night sky. It was darker than before, but somehow, she felt lighter.
“No,” she murmured. “You got it right.”
Kieran didn’t say anything, just gave her that easy smile of his—the kind that wasn’t forced, the kind that felt real.
Freya found herself staring at him a little longer than she should have. It was strange, how natural this felt. How, in such a short time, he had become someone she could sit in silence with and still feel understood.
Maybe this was what she had been missing all along. Not just someone to fill the empty spaces, but someone who made them feel less empty to begin with.
She didn’t say it out loud. She wasn’t ready to.
But for the first time in a long time, she didn’t feel like she was running away from something. She felt like she was walking toward something new.
Unplanned Adventures, Unexpected Feelings
The next morning, Freya wasn’t expecting a message from Kieran.
Kieran: Are you up?
She stared at her phone, still wrapped in her blanket, the sunlight slipping through the gaps in her curtains. It was a Saturday, and she had planned to spend it doing nothing—maybe reading, maybe sleeping in.
Freya: Barely. Why?
Kieran: Get ready. I’m picking you up in 30 minutes.
Her brows furrowed. Freya: For what?
Kieran: Trust me.
She hesitated. Saying yes would mean stepping out of her comfort zone—again. But last night had been nice. And something told her that whatever Kieran had in mind, it wouldn’t be boring.
So, exactly thirty minutes later, she stood outside her apartment, wearing a sweater and jeans, her hair slightly messy from rushing. She crossed her arms as Kieran pulled up in an old but well-kept black car, his window already rolled down.
“You’re actually on time,” she teased.
Kieran grinned. “I take my kidnapping plans very seriously.”
Freya rolled her eyes and got in. “This better not be some cliché road trip where we get stranded in the middle of nowhere.”
Kieran gave her a mock-offended look. “Wow. No faith in me at all.”
She smirked. “Not yet.”
They drove for about an hour, the city fading behind them, replaced by open roads and golden fields stretching under the morning sun. The windows were down, the wind tousling Freya’s hair as the radio played an old indie song she vaguely recognized.
At some point, she turned to him. “Are you ever going to tell me where we’re going?”
Kieran tapped the steering wheel. “Does it matter?”
Freya thought about it for a second, then shook her head. “I guess not.”
And strangely enough, she meant it.
They ended up in a small coastal town, where the sea breeze carried the scent of salt and fresh bread from a nearby bakery. Kieran parked near the beach, and Freya stepped out, her shoes crunching against the sand.
“Okay, I’ll admit it,” she said, glancing at him. “This is better than being stranded in the middle of nowhere.”
Kieran stretched his arms, looking smug. “Told you to trust me.”
They spent the next few hours wandering through the town, eating overpriced ice cream, and watching street performers play music in the town square. Everything felt easy—uncomplicated.
At one point, they ended up back at the beach, their shoes discarded as they walked along the shore. The waves lapped at their feet, the water cold but refreshing.
Freya stopped, turning to face the ocean. “I haven’t done something like this in a long time.”
Kieran stood beside her, hands in his pockets. “What, gone to the beach?”
She shook her head. “Just… gone somewhere without thinking too much. Without a plan.”
Kieran was quiet for a moment, then said, “Maybe that’s what you need.”
Freya glanced at him, the breeze playing with the strands of her hair. “What, no plans?”
He smiled. “No expectations.”
She didn’t realize how much she needed to hear that until now.
For the first time in a long time, she wasn’t thinking about the past. She wasn’t worried about what came next. She was just here, standing in the sand, listening to the waves, and watching the sunlight catch in Kieran’s eyes.
And for now, that was enough.
Something New, Something Real
The drive back was quieter but not in a bad way. It was the kind of silence that didn’t need to be filled, like the world had slowed down just enough for them to breathe. The sun had started to set, painting the sky in warm shades of orange and pink, casting a soft glow inside the car.
Freya rested her head against the window, watching the blurred scenery pass by. She could still feel the sand between her toes, the taste of salted air on her lips. Today had been different. Not because of the place, but because of the way it made her feel—like she wasn’t trapped inside her own thoughts for once.
Kieran glanced at her from the driver’s seat. “Tired?”
She hummed in response. “Not really. Just… thinking.”
“Good thoughts, I hope.”
Freya turned her head slightly, meeting his gaze. “I think so.”
That was the truth. She wasn’t thinking about what had been lost anymore. She wasn’t overanalyzing every little moment, waiting for something to go wrong. She was just here, in the present, and that was something she hadn’t been able to do in a long time.
They pulled up in front of her apartment just as the sky darkened. Kieran turned off the engine but made no move to get out. Neither did she.
Freya unbuckled her seatbelt and turned to him. “So… was this just a one-time thing? Or are you planning more unannounced trips?”
Kieran smirked. “Depends. Do you want more?”
Freya bit her lip, pretending to think. “Hmm… I don’t know. I mean, today was okay, I guess.”
He scoffed. “Okay? Wow. That’s the best compliment I’ve ever received.”
She laughed, shaking her head. “Fine. It was more than okay.”
Kieran’s smirk softened into something else—something quieter, more sincere. “Then, let’s do it again sometime.”
Freya hesitated, but only for a second. Then she nodded. “Yeah. Let’s.”
She wasn’t sure what this was yet, and maybe she didn’t need to know right now. Maybe it didn’t have to be complicated. Maybe it was just two people finding comfort in each other, learning to move forward without forcing anything.
And for the first time, she realized she wasn’t afraid of the idea of something new.
Because maybe, just maybe, this was the start of something real.
Sometimes, we spend too much time searching for answers in the past when what we really need is right in front of us. Kieran and Freya never rushed, never forced anything. But in the middle of all the unplanned moments, they found something real—something that didn’t need to be defined, only felt.
So, if you’re hesitating to start something new, maybe the answer is simple: stop looking back for too long. Look beside you—who knows? The right person might already be walking next to you.


