Daftar Isi
Have you ever found yourself stuck in the past, chasing a love that you know deep down will never come back? That bittersweet ache that lingers even when you try to let go?
Yeah, this story’s for anyone who’s been there—those moments when you look back and wonder what might’ve been. No fancy stuff, no perfect endings, just raw, real emotions. So, grab a seat, and let’s walk through this together.
A Heartbreak in Time
The Man Who Gave Too Much
The town of Greymoor had always been soaked in shades of quiet melancholy. The kind of place where the sky never quite turned blue, where the wind carried whispers of stories left unfinished. It was here, in a small tailor shop on the corner of a forgotten street, that Renald spent most of his days—stitching together pieces of fabric with the same patience he had spent stitching together the lives of others.
The chime of the shop’s doorbell jingled softly as a young woman entered, shaking the rain from her coat. Her face was lined with exhaustion, her hands trembling slightly as she clutched a torn dress.
“Is it fixable?” she asked, hesitant.
Renald took the dress, running his fingers over the delicate fabric. The tear was long, jagged—evidence of something forceful. He didn’t ask questions. He never did.
“I can fix it,” he said simply.
The woman let out a relieved sigh, nodding in gratitude before stepping aside to browse the racks of second-hand garments. Renald moved to his worktable, the rhythmic hum of his sewing machine filling the silence.
He never sought recognition. His name wasn’t spoken in admiration, nor did people turn to him for wisdom or comfort. They came to him because they knew he wouldn’t ask for anything in return.
Just like Lirienne.
The memory of her name still burned, even after all these years.
Renald had never known what it meant to be wanted—truly wanted—until she entered his life. She had been a storm in human form, sweeping through the streets of Greymoor with a reckless sort of elegance. She spoke of dreams too big for this town, of a world that stretched beyond their dull existence.
And Renald had loved her in the only way he knew how—by standing in the background, by giving without asking, by making sure her needs came before his own.
One evening, years ago, they had stood on the worn-down bridge that stretched over the river. Lirienne leaned against the railing, the night wind playing with the strands of her dark hair.
“You ever think about leaving this place?” she asked, her voice softer than usual.
Renald had, of course. He had dreamed of walking beside her into the unknown, of carving a future where he was more than just a shadow. But he also knew better.
“You’ll leave,” he murmured. “I won’t.”
She turned to him, frowning. “Why not?”
Renald exhaled a quiet chuckle. “Because someone has to stay behind.”
Lirienne studied him for a long moment, then reached out, fingers grazing his wrist. It was the closest she ever came to holding him.
“That’s stupid,” she muttered.
But she didn’t argue further.
And Renald, as always, let it go.
The dress was finished now, the tear seamlessly repaired. He folded it carefully, setting it on the counter. The woman approached, her eyes lighting up at the sight of it.
“How much?” she asked.
Renald shook his head. “Just take it.”
She hesitated but eventually nodded, offering a small smile before leaving the shop.
As the door swung shut behind her, Renald sighed, staring out at the rain-washed streets. He had given away another piece of himself, just like he always did.
Just like he always would.
And somewhere, in the echo of the storm, Lirienne’s voice still lingered—soft, distant, and forever just out of reach.
Lirienne, the Wild Flame
The rain had eased by morning, leaving the streets of Greymoor slick and glistening under the pale light. Renald sat by the window of his tailor shop, fingers absently tracing the rim of a chipped porcelain cup. The tea inside had long gone cold, but he made no effort to drink it. His mind was elsewhere—somewhere tangled between memory and regret.
The bell above the door chimed. A presence swept into the room, bringing the scent of rain-drenched silk and something familiar—something sharp, intoxicating, and dangerous.
“Lirienne,” the name fell from his lips before he could stop it.
She stood before him as if she had never left. Time had barely touched her—perhaps it had never dared. Her hair was still a cascade of midnight waves, her gaze as piercing as ever. But there was something different, something almost unreadable behind those storm-colored eyes.
“You’re still here,” she said, as if surprised.
Renald exhaled through his nose. “Where else would I be?”
She tilted her head, amusement flickering at the corners of her lips. “I don’t know. Somewhere else. Somewhere… better.”
Better. The word sat heavy between them.
Renald leaned back against the counter, watching her the way a man watches fire—entranced, but wary. “What are you doing here, Lirienne?”
She shrugged off her coat, letting it slide over the back of a chair. “I needed a dress mended.”
Of course. She had always known how to make an entrance, how to shake the ground beneath his feet while pretending it was nothing at all.
Renald took the garment she handed him—a gown of deep sapphire, torn at the hem. Expensive, elegant. A stark contrast to the world he knew.
“Rough night?” he asked, running his fingers over the delicate fabric.
Lirienne smirked. “Something like that.”
He didn’t press. He never did.
Instead, he took the dress to his worktable, the steady hum of the sewing machine filling the silence. It should have been easy to ignore her, to focus on the task at hand, but the weight of her presence made the air feel thick, suffocating.
“You never wrote,” she said suddenly.
Renald’s hands stilled. A muscle in his jaw twitched.
“You never asked me to.”
Lirienne let out a quiet laugh—bitter, maybe even sad. “That’s just like you, Renald. Always waiting for permission.”
He didn’t respond. What was there to say? That he had spent nights wondering where she was? That he had memorized every version of her he could still recall, terrified that time would steal even those?
Lirienne rose from her seat and wandered the shop, trailing her fingers along the rows of neatly folded fabric. “You never changed,” she murmured, half to herself.
Renald focused on the dress. “You did.”
She turned to face him then, something flickering behind her eyes—something raw. “Did I?”
He wanted to say yes. He wanted to say that the Lirienne he had known would have never looked at him like this, like she was searching for something. Like she wasn’t sure if she would find it.
Instead, he simply said, “Your dress is done.”
Lirienne approached, her fingers brushing his as she took the gown. The touch was brief, but it was enough. Enough to remind him of all the times he had been close to her and still so painfully far.
She didn’t leave right away. Instead, she studied him—long and careful, like she was trying to decide if he was real.
“Come with me,” she said at last.
Renald’s breath hitched. His fingers curled into his palms.
“Lirienne—”
“Not forever,” she cut in. “Just for tonight.”
And damn him, because even after all these years, even after all the ways she had left him behind—he still wanted to say yes.
A Night That Never Belonged to Him
The tavern was a place Renald had avoided for years—dimly lit, filled with the scent of old whiskey and cheap cigars, crowded with men who spoke too loudly and women who laughed too easily. It wasn’t his world, but it was Lirienne’s, and that was enough.
She led him through the sea of bodies as if she belonged there, as if the walls knew her touch and the floor remembered the rhythm of her steps. Renald followed, feeling out of place in the sharp contrast of her presence. The room swallowed him whole, but it wrapped around her like an old lover.
She stopped at a table near the corner, tossing her coat over the back of a chair before sinking into it with the effortless grace of someone who had done this a hundred times before. Renald sat across from her, shoulders tense, hands resting on his lap as if he didn’t know what to do with them.
“You look uncomfortable,” she noted, amusement flickering in her tone.
“I am,” he admitted.
Lirienne smirked. “Still honest, I see.”
A server approached, and without asking, Lirienne ordered two drinks. Renald didn’t argue. The amber liquid arrived in small glasses, and she pushed one toward him.
“Drink,” she said.
Renald hesitated before lifting the glass. The whiskey burned its way down his throat, leaving behind a warmth that did nothing to thaw the cold pit in his stomach.
He watched as Lirienne leaned back, eyes scanning the room with the air of someone who had seen it all before.
“So,” she said, turning back to him. “Ask me.”
Renald frowned. “Ask you what?”
Lirienne tilted her head, a shadow of a smile playing on her lips. “Whatever it is you’ve been dying to ask since I walked into your shop.”
There were a hundred things he wanted to say. A thousand. But he swallowed them all, because what did it matter now?
Instead, he settled on, “Why did you come back?”
Lirienne exhaled, swirling the whiskey in her glass. “Would you believe me if I said I missed you?”
Renald met her gaze, searching for sincerity in the depths of her stormy eyes. “No.”
She chuckled, but there was something tired in the sound. “You’re right. That would be too easy, wouldn’t it?”
She took another sip before setting the glass down with a quiet clink. The candlelight cast flickering shadows over her face, making her look almost unreal.
“I had nowhere else to go,” she admitted.
Renald’s fingers tightened around his glass. He should have been angry. He should have told her that she had made that choice long ago—that she had left, and he had learned to exist without her.
But he didn’t. Because even now, even after all these years, he still wanted to be the place she could return to.
And wasn’t that the cruelest part of all?
A man approached their table then, tall and broad, his smile sharp like a knife. Lirienne didn’t flinch.
“Knew I’d find you here,” the man said, voice thick with something unspoken.
Renald watched as Lirienne’s expression hardened. “I’m busy, Cailan.”
Cailan’s gaze flickered to Renald, assessing. “Who’s this?”
Renald stayed silent. Lirienne answered for him. “No one.”
The word struck harder than it should have, but Renald didn’t let it show.
Cailan smirked. “Then he won’t mind if I steal you for a moment.”
Lirienne sighed, downing the rest of her drink before standing. “Don’t wait up,” she told Renald, her voice light, almost playful.
And then she was gone, swallowed into the crowd, disappearing as easily as she always did.
Renald sat there for a long time, staring at the empty glass in front of him, knowing—deep in the part of him that still ached for her—that she had never really come back.
Not for him.
Never for him.
The Echo of Things Left Unsaid
The sun had barely begun to rise when Renald found himself standing outside the tavern, his coat pulled tightly around him as the biting wind tugged at the edges of his shirt. The night had bled into the morning, and still, Lirienne was nowhere to be found.
His thoughts were fragmented, shards of moments that didn’t fit together, sharp and painful. He had known, deep down, that she wouldn’t stay. That was who she was, after all—someone who danced with fire and moved on before it could burn her. She always had.
The streets of Greymoor were quiet now, the echo of his footsteps the only sound that dared to break the stillness. His mind wandered back to their conversation, to the way she had looked at him—like she was trying to remember a part of herself, and maybe in doing so, had tried to pull him along. But it never worked that way, did it? He wasn’t the one who belonged in her world.
She had made sure of that.
Renald’s chest tightened. There was a pain there, one that felt too familiar, too heavy. The kind of pain that was woven into the fabric of his life. The kind that had followed him ever since he had allowed himself to love her.
But love had always been one-sided. It was a thing that came too easily for him, too freely, but for her, it had been a game—a fleeting moment that had no place in her world. And maybe that was the saddest part: He had never been more than a passing thought for her, someone she used to remember, someone she had used to know.
A figure appeared in the distance. It was her.
Renald’s heart skipped, but he forced his feet to stay rooted. There was no rush, no need to run to her. She was a part of a past that had slipped through his fingers like sand.
Lirienne stopped a few feet away, her face pale under the weight of the morning light. She looked almost delicate in that moment, like a broken mirror, her edges sharp and jagged but still holding together in a way that made Renald ache.
“You didn’t leave.”
Her voice was quieter now, softer. He almost didn’t recognize it.
Renald exhaled slowly, his breath forming visible clouds in the cold air. “Did you expect me to?”
Lirienne didn’t answer immediately. She just stood there, as though she was weighing him, weighing the silence between them. The wind whipped her hair, and for a moment, it looked as if she were caught in time—frozen in the space that existed before they could say anything that mattered.
“I can’t stay, Renald,” she said finally.
The words hit him harder than they should have. But they weren’t surprising. They never were.
“I know.”
She took a step closer, her eyes searching his face, as if she was looking for something she couldn’t quite find. “I never meant to hurt you.”
Renald’s mouth went dry. The words were too familiar, too hollow. She had said those words to him before, back when she left the first time. And the first time had been enough to break him.
But this time…
This time, he was different.
“You didn’t,” he said quietly, his voice steady. “I let you go.”
Lirienne stared at him, her expression unreadable. For a brief moment, there was no fire between them—no tension, no unresolved desire. Just a shared understanding of the space that had grown between them, a space that could never be bridged.
“I’ll go now,” she whispered, her voice barely audible.
Renald nodded, his chest tightening, though he refused to let the weight of it break him. “Goodbye, Lirienne.”
She didn’t respond, but for the briefest of moments, their eyes met, and in that silent exchange, he saw the ghost of something they had shared. It was gone now, lost to time, to distance, to the choices they had made.
And then, just like that, she turned and walked away.
Renald didn’t follow her. He didn’t need to. The story had ended. It had ended the moment she had walked out of his life the first time.
This was just the echo of things left unsaid.
And it was enough.
And there it is. The thing we all hate admitting: sometimes, the hardest part isn’t the falling—it’s the letting go. No big lessons here, no and they lived happily ever after nonsense. Just a quiet ending, like all those other things that were left unsaid. If you’ve ever had to leave something behind, you get it. That’s what this story was really about.


